Worth every tear

Today I cried the most beautiful tears, so much was involved in this process… I was raised to suck it up and be strong, but they were just flowing with no way for me to stop it.. They were a mix of sadness, anger, fear, disappointment in self, unsure of all that is coming up next… There was thankfulness and gratitude for all I learned about self LOVE and sacred sex. As the walls have been dropping down around my heart, things happen to see if I will pop them back up… yes I AM LOVE, Ms 528……but my tears were letting me know that I have had enough… I knew I had to sit with it.. I knew I had to breath and feel it all… I felt nervous, anxious, a bit unsure about everything….the big LOVE I felt in me for so long, was at this moment feeling so unsure, so small… trust and have faith…never give up! YOU are a warrior for LOVE… YOU must go through it all to innerstand…. after trying to have some sort of control of where I AM heading, I knew I had to surrender to the mater divine plan…

There is a real war going on out here… between fear and LOVE…. it is happening within all selves…. then boom in the middle of this nasty cry… I remembered I forgot to move the damn elf….. I jump right up, pop back into real life… it was just about that time to put my mom face on… My daughter is a feeler and I know this my friends… I meditated a while… til i felt lighter inside…its my job to get this day moving along. I had a very busy day ahead of me… many twists and turns…. I didn’t realize how deep self LOVE was going to take me.. and all the lessons I was required to learn. In most areas of my life I have seen so much change… but when YOU feel sad its easy to focus on what feels stuck… this time deep in my heart I felt a sense of pure gratitude in the doo doo…I know how it feels to come up out of the muck..

Of course we cant exactly plan how things play out… I made an appointment to get Tru’s kitty fixed… We dropped him off… then next was her… back to being alone and my feelings still felt so mixed…. So thankful for the people that I know with my whole heart that I can trust….felt so let down from someone who claimed to have so much LOVE…more tears came from out of the blue.. but a huge flock of birds flew right over me and it felt like the whole sky opened up… YOU see I AM a very spiritual person… I have been working hard to really put all my trust into the unseen… the things I share with anyone out here…are the things that have worked out the best for me.. I don’t get into the blah blah blah… the wordy words they get on my nerves… I am real, I cuss, I do what I want….each layer I peel back, the better I innerstand what the LOVE in my heart truly deserves… YOU can be happy in the midst of chaos… be still while the world seems to be moving so fast…. this journey to healing there is no one way… the options are wide and vast… I treat everyone as I wish to be treated… I spend many many hours in prayer.. I take action for the desires in my heart… I was great at so many things, but in the LOVE department I had so much fear…. Im here to admit that shit had me scared…

The third eye doesn’t give me specific people or places… it gives me feelings…oh I AM so thankful for my dreams… as the tears poured down onto my coat… I had to face the fact that not all people are who they say they are, different than they make themselves out to be… I know what its like to be in that exact place… I was upfront when I told y’all in this journey I did so much of fake it til make it… I know they will come to a place just like me, we are all connected…. The Universe will bring them to a place where they will really have to face it… boom more tears… I remembered how bad that time hurt… but I know that is all a part of the growth…. damn this LOVE in me is the realest shit… I cried tears for people that purposely made me hurt… I know people dont hurt people on purpose… I know they can only reflect what is on the inside… and whew this ego goes hard on the mind… my heart struggled deep to override my pride…

Self LOVE is a voyage, a journey of constant release… I had to learn to accept that.. one of my biggest lessons was to learn to really let go… I realized that all those years that I held back my tears… NOW was the time to really let them flow… as I sat in my car I knew I had to get on with my day.. I was so busy .. but the tears were not ready to stop… so I honored every single bit of that… then finally my heart reminded me no matter how hard it gets… I gotta Always Think Up… to keep my LOVE on and never let it stop…. I don’t want or expect anything from anyone… Don’t want to be above anyone… just want to be my very best self… I just want to raise my baby girl in the purest LOVE… and be there for here in my peace if ever she needs my help… I want to be in my power, so she can learn from my vibration… My heart was heavy, how can anyone have ill intent toward me… when all I want to see for everyone is the very best for them selves…

I learned a deep lesson today, weather YOU consider yourself spiritual…or even if YOU don’t even believe at all… thoughts are very powerful guys…. if YOU think bad on someone it can really stick to them y’all…. NOW I get it why my heart pushed me to promote self LOVE the way it did… I get it why I was divinely lead to the phrase Always Think Up…. because if YOU really don’t LOVE yourself… your nasty thoughts are just running a muck! Some are really out here for money and fame… they will stop at nothing to get to the top…. even if they have zero knowledge of energy….if YOU send me hate, my heart just knows YOU are stuck! I AM blessed with many friends… I AM proud to say they know way more about negative entities than me… I get it that not everyone is going to be happy with the way I pump LOVE…. but that is OK cause I fully LOVE all of me… I don’t do this to bother people… I pump LOVE because it fires me up… I AM not here to get in the way of anyone’s money or fame… I AM here to fill up the people that are praying silently …..self LOVE is way more than enough… I wish everyone well, because when I didn’t that madness came back to me… YOU can call it Karma… I just call it the truth… we can reprogram ourselves to think differently… my life is living proof… I AM not perfect in any of this.. in fact I AM learning to be completely in LOVE with every flaw… I know many are out here are feeling sick, hearts hurting…. take care of yourself on a spiritual level… some nasty thoughts from others, are like an energetic claw… I AM not writing this to scare anyone… trust in your heart there are people out here that want to help YOU with their whole hearts… people are unintentionally sending negative entities to folks…. by not going in to face their nasty thoughts…

If YOU are a lover we need YOU now more than ever… there is so much power in your thoughts… smother everyone YOU know in LOVE… weather YOU are feeling they are good or bad… that is the only way that LOVE can win and this nasty can stop… YOU don’t need to do live videos, YOU dont need to know energy, YOU don’t need to do any kind of healing work… YOU can send your LOVE quietly to all.. the nasty ones need it the most…

So ha ha ha if YOU thought YOU were going to stop my mission.. I don’t do this for money fool… I DO THIS ALL FOR THE DIVINE… YOU thought you were going to smother me in your nasty thoughts… but YOU didn’t get the memo…. LOVE always LOOKS OUT… LOVE is always on time… I don’t do this for a man YOU see…. I get a steady LOVE from the most high… I KNOW I AM the creator of my own experience… YOU thought YOU were going to try to break me down… NOW get ready to watch me fly!

I banish YOU from my energetic field… Be gone in the name of LOVE… I command YOU step down… YOU didn’t know silly, I AM divinely protected from up above.. LOVE will certainly push YOU all the way off your high horse one day… may YOU get back up and learn to LOVE all of YOU, for YOU that is what I will pray.. I have so much LOVE for the women out here, so the LOVE in me would LOVE to help YOU up… and readjust your crown… instead of thinking all those nasty thoughts YOU think.. YOU better learn to LOVE yourself and take some time to sit that ass down… LOVE doesn’t have anything to do with material things…. yes as YOU learn to LOVE YOU will be filled with divine abundance..LOVE doesn’t give a damn about the fake things YOU say… .LOVE is rising all over the planet…Unconditional LOVE paving the way… YOU can say all day YOU are a person of God… but the truth is always revealed… but actions my friend speak louder than any word…may YOU feel LOVE, may YOU feel whole…may YOU release your own fears.. .your nasty thoughts about me…stuck with me like fungus… LOVE your damn self and face those nasty fears… LOVE doesn’t need an audience….. LOVE doesn’t need fans, LOVE doesn’t need followers.. LOVE doesn’t need approval… LOVE doesn’t care what YOU wear or who YOU know or what YOU do!! YOU need to worry about your own damn self… … learn to LOVE all of YOU…. Girl YOU got the right one this time… YOU didn’t know… but NOW YOU do…..MY LOVE GOES SO HARD! May YOU choke on the words YOU speak on me as they come back full force for YOU… may all your nasty be revealed in the light… YOU see LOVE helps me to be way more powerful than I ever imagined…LOVE gives me strength to do things I never thought I could do… I just smother YOU in truth and in LOVE…there is no need to fight… I know I brought this on myself to learn this really happens… I bind YOU down with the strand of three…may LOVE get your soul right…. may YOU never hurt another… and may YOU stay the fuck away from me… God doesn’t like evil…LOVE can set YOU free… LOVE can see through your mask…LOVE is all YOU need… YOU can never hold me down… YOU can never throw me off track… may your tongue be tied, may your thoughts be confused…. if YOU ever again try throwing something to my back.. if YOU do not stop, may illness show up out of the blue… YOU fucked with me cause YOU are ready to learn what unconditional LOVE really does…. my team is the baddest for real, and YOU cant see em coming LOVE… I AM a gangsta in LOVE… i’m way past a boss… my command in the name of LOVE is that all your evil NOW stop… back the fuck up and sit the fuck down… LOVE is here to win… I AM a real life LOVE thug… there is no other way… this is your warning…. next time I will energetically kick YOU in the throat in the name of LOVE…

Today was worth every tear… I went from feeling so sad…. to feeling sooo filled up… the LOVE in YOU will let YOU know…. YOU need to go in, and when YOU have had enough… the LOVE in me was soft for a while… but today told me its time to stand tall… I will never wish bad on anyone…God put his hand on my heart this morning… and whispered…. YOU are a warrior for LOVE…YOU are ready for it all…I knew I was going to be out here fighting demons YOU see… I just didn’t know exactly how all this would look… she thought that she got me… but she didn’t know the LOVE in me cant be shook… I honor all the women out here, especially the mothers… but girl if YOU keep fucking with me… YOU are going to need to take some time to recover… those tears today were a mix of everything… I always felt it… but I was trying to play nice… but my tears showed me that I AM exactly on track… YOU see LOVE taught me how to bind that demon up in YOU just right… I don’t blame it on the person… I know this thing has been with your family since way before your time… see YOU cant trick me the way YOU trick these men… I see the ugly that is attached to YOU.. yea your pretty but under all that makeup girl… YOU know your spirit ain’t all that fine…

Bless all those that this triggers… but I have a job to do… and NOW is the time… every tear was worth it…thank YOU… it gave me all the fuel I need to do the work I need to be doing for the divine.. So thank YOU for giving me the push… I owe it to YOU sis…. YOU thought that YOU would hold me down and shut me up… but see girl YOU were out here praying wrong…your smart look up the word… amiss… YOU better get your thoughts together LOVE…I get it …to YOU I may seem soft… but trust me when I tell YOU for LOVE… I go so hard.. YOU just let me know what I AM doing is working.. and sis all I AM doing is letting LOVE take charge… so when YOU watch my videos and get furious, get a pen and paper LOVE…take notes… learn to LOVE yourself… quit trying to come up off everyone else… NO ONE will ever LOVE YOU for real… until YOU really learn to LOVE your own damn self….

YOU are a true disgrace to the divine feminine, all of us who have done so much inner work… your the type of woman that caused the man to be so angry….. using people for perks… in order to get right with God… YOU need to go deep inside yourself… YOU may seem like YOU got it all together out here… but I see your spirit is crying for help… YOU pushed me to this point sis… YOU felt threatened.. so YOU tried hard to get me out of your way… but LOVE is over riding all the fear… I take care of myself sweetie… I AM abundant in LOVE …. always provided for…divinely straight… I don’t use people to get ahead… shit girl I was out here wishing YOU the very best… but now YOU are coming at me energetically… I had no choice but to bind YOU up in your own mess… may YOU rise above self sabotage… May LOVE fill YOU up … every single cell… May the golden rays of LOVE.. smother YOU in Unconditional well… May YOU be shielded in protection…. that only LOVE come in.. May YOU see the world through eyes of LOVE… May YOU learn to live from your heart for the win… I don’t want to see YOU catch fire…. but if YOU keep it up…may LOVE let YOU burn… self LOVE is the only way sis…. may LOVE help YOU learn!

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